this is not really a thought like the others. i just wanted to unburden a bit.
i was inspired to get into this lifestyle of "quintessential tech genius" by Stark, Zuckerberg in The Social Network and a few others. so, true to the heart of "quintessential tech genius," i have a blog no one may probably read (i don't mind). typing another post into a CLI, anime open, IDE for Lemina open, 6am on a Sunday. brilliant. i was almost drawn into the trap of feeling down. building a startup can get you that way sometimes. but on other days, you can't get enough of it. it's annoying, but fun. well, nothing prayer couldn't help with anyways. also, i saw people who were pursuing the same idea i have for lemina.co doing big things. so, who's to say the same isn't waiting for lemina? by the way, no idea is new under the sun. Jesus.
life, really, is for the living. and i intend to live. live! i completely intend on praying with all my heart later in church today. i also intend on dancing and shaking the weariness away. it really is too late for me to fail now. it is. so many "i's."
God is good.