blitz thoughts

bruh, the rate of flowing thoughts vs penned thoughts is just not it...

...yet

i started the year not wanting to do anything. i was livid. all it took was a heavy dose of God, Hormozi and a small win. i really will burn this world.

nature vs nurture.

i owe myself a lot. i can't fail.

here's the thing - i win this year.

happy new year. still haven't made a single commit this year. well, first one lol

exciting times ahead!

i have found a new appreciation for suffering; for antifragility. i found it because of AI. writing a book and i realise just how easy it is to, "finish this page for me. make sure the tone and voice is consistent." but, i can't. if i do, what then is my point? what then is man?

i'm not saying enjoy suffering. i am saying, embrace it.

i should write something on antifragility (after i'm done with time, the guitar, physics. boy) boy...

long week. damn.

it takes a lot of sheer will to take something from imagination to reality. a lot. it's long. it's frustrating. it's lonely. it's confusing. but by God, it's rewarding when it clicks. just need to stick around long enough, and believe in it hard enough to see results. want to bet you'll see the beauties of lemina soon?

good. i have the blitz thoughts section up and running. let's dance!

i am proud of myself. i am.

i've been struggling to write a proper thought, especially about the topic dear to me right now - time. i just need to gether my thoughts, sit down and write. might force myself to drop something later today. it's about time. lol pun uninteded.

i hate when i feel this fired up. it's usually a sign my sleep is about to be taken away from me. it's also a good indication i've built excellence. lol. and rightly so, i have built excellence. i feel free.

i think i'm in love. with what? with whom? you'll just have to wait to find out. i would also wait to find out, to be honest lol. hints: a programming language. (maybe lmao)

done with the company profiles for lemina. good stuff. good music. beautiful night. clear mind, clear goals. God is good, man.

i hit a block. i can't decide the elements to go in certain sections, and it's annoying. i knew i shouldn't have slept. lol.

i built the company profile cards and i feel good about the work i did for them. sent them out for vetting. hoping they come back positive.

the natural workflow is deal sourcing - due diligence - invest and track - exit. deal sourcing is fine. need something efficient for dd. current iteration doesn't feel right yet. will make it so in a bit. i should be careful not to give too much away in terms of the actual technical prowess for what i'm building lol. oh well.

i have been asked if i'm a perfectionist. i don't think i am. but in this moment right now, spending so much time trying to get this bottom padding right, i just might be. anyways, gotten it right now.

i'll say it again - i am a personal chef, a few hundred bucks in cloud credits and a few months away from being a millionaire. i feel good, man. really good.

how do i convince my body i don't need sleep?

now, if you do make it to this point of my blitz thoughts, i am inviting you for the Immersion Camp Meeting happening in Abuja, Nigeria. 10th - 14th of December, 2025. if you can't make that one, then, i'm also inviting you for the Urgency Camp Meeting. Enugu, Nigeria. 14th to 18th of December, 2025.

where was i again? yes, building and blitzing. i really don't care how many people read these things lol. doing it for two reasons - posterity and clarity. years down the line, this would be my proof for the "he's so lucky" gang. it wasn't luck. it was divine and it was intentional. other than that, my mind becomes clearer when i write. i like writing.

come for camp meeting! join me build and blitz tonight. we can do 3, 4 hours. let's dance.

(note to self - maybe add gifs or stickers.)

beautiful night to engineer world-class solutions. i have worship in the background, multiple screens and a daring mind. let's dance.

i'm fascinated by the many things the future holds. excited! let's get it!

i made a tweet on @odinaka541 (on X): i'm a personal chef, a few hundred bucks in cloud credits and some months away from being a millionaire.

i meant that.

can't believe it's just 11pm. i've covered a lot of ground, and i have a lot more to go. nothing like a good law drama to keep me engaged and power through. i lowkey enjoy law a bit much. well, i enjot the dramatizatio of law. i think i might fall asleep in a courtroom if i actually found myself in one. Suits, The Good Fight, even Succession (maybe not) - good shows. now, back to feeling like a "quintessential tech genius."

i shouldn't have finished all that food. damn.

now, where were we? the feature. ok. i need a pen and a book. got some system sketches to do.